Thursday, June 29, 2023

Not in the Contract


 I've said on many occasion that if I knew beforehand how being successful was going to be this hard, I would have preferred to just live happily ever after instead. It harkens back to the days over 12 years ago when all I knew was having a secure job with benefits and how the "security" tuned out to be delusional, on more than one occasion, in my experience. 

Ironically, the shallow waters I experienced in the traditional world of employment was setting me up for a world of self-employment. There are pros and cons to each, and it also recalls the question, which I've written about in previous blogs, is a person's personality made to be entrepreneurial or does entrepreneurialship make the person?

It's also a matter of how self-employment has conditioned me to be very discontent with traditional employment. I am seriously questioning my ability (or willingness) at this point, to return to the world of employment. 

Thursday, June 1, 2023

"All mortal greatness is but a disease."


 I don't know why because I'm no psychologist, but I tend to believe less in myself than others do. It's been my arch enemy all my life. It's my Lex Luthor, my Mr. Hyde, my white whale.