Nothing New
Now-a-days many profess to have discovered
journaling; a "new" trend, a vouge way of "manifesting" and
it's the rage of news segments, talk shows, books, memes, social media
personalities and self-improvement gurus. The fact is journaling or keeping a
diary has been a common practice of people for thousands of years by the
famous, infamous, successful and the not-so-successful.
- People have documented
their lives on clay tablets in the bronze age.
- Roman emperor
Marcus Aurelius in 167 A.D. wrote his thoughts in a 12-book journal
collection called Things to One's Self.
- One of the most
famous and widely Read diaries was kept by Ann Frank and became a famous
work of literature.
I not only keep a
journal myself (actually several) but have been doing so since I was in my
20's. As a Marine I found it quite useful as a way to record the many
adventures I experienced on deployments and a few other escapades were thrown
in as well. My first go at it was written on a paper plate in the high desert
of California while training for desert warfare and the practice stuck with me
for the last 40 or so years. There is hardly a period in my life when I
didn’t keep a diary.
An alter ego
One reason is
because it’s intensely therapeutic. It’s like talking not to myself but to
someone who really listens and understands what I’m going through whether good
or bad. Often, I have a tangle of ideas and thoughts in my head, much like a
cluttered desk, and getting those deliberations out of my head and onto paper cleans
things up and helps organize my notions. It’s as if while I’m writing, a second, unseen person appears and joins in to respond in the discussion and helps me determine if what I’m
thinking is suitable and if not, I find other solutions.
Crystal Clear
Whenever I write it
helps me clarify my thinking or emotions and crystallizes my imagination. They
become no longer just a vague impulse but genuine visuals I can see in the form
of words.
Writing helps me to
reason my way through decision making by allowing me to see more clearly the possible
results of my actions.
Of course, keeping a
journal is good practice as a writer as long as I seek to improve and be better
at it.
I Can’t Write Just One
I have several
journals of all kinds and sizes, each for a different application including handwritten
ones, a digital journal, a bullet journal and of course a slew of sketch
journals. Each one of my drawings has the date on them and they help remind me about
the time I drew, why and what I was thinking. It’s a funny thing about a sketch
or drawing; it helps me remember the smallest details of an event and can take
me on a voyage revisiting the experience. Remember the old saying, "one picture is worth a thousand words".
I have a small
pocket size notebook and pen I almost always have in my possession for those unexpected
moments of inspiration. I also have a very large journal I use for long term drawing
and writing.
Know Me Better, Boy!
Another important
reason for journaling, at least important to me, is for posterity; a legacy. I
have members of my family who are today very young and may not have a chance to know me well and if they are so inclined in the future, they can get to
know me better even if I'm not around.
I Write
Because I always want something good to read
I sometimes, well,
often, I find conversations with others regularly leave me aloof and sometimes
outright bored, but the journal is always stimulating and thought-provoking. It
hearkens back to the feeling of having a conversation with a second person. I
talk about what’s on my mind and the listening page always answers back.